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The Boy of My Nightmares

I fall asleep, anticipating his arrival.
Just like always, he's there.
But he's different....
He's changed....
My hero is now my enemy.
Every night this new pattern is repeated.
There's only one detail different each time.
A knife.
A gun.
A rope.
Poison.
Different ways to kill me.
Yeah, I'm still distracted by him.
Now for a good reason.
I'm afraid to sleep.
Knowing that I may never wake up.

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LonelinessHe offers his hand to me
To invite me with him, to take me away
I take it willingly, to the disbelief of my friends
His grip is strong, protective
Something I've always wanted
I'm safe with him
And always will be
Or . . . will I?
From a distance I see my friends
Laughing, smiling, having fun
Part of me wishes to join them
But his unbreakable embrace keeps me with him
He assures me he's all I need
The fool I am, I believe him
He pulls me deeper into his world Loneliness
in Open 1w 2d ago

TakeoverDarkness falls around his shoulders
A soulless gleam in golden orbs
Blood thirst, destruction
He wants all this and more

Slithering into your mind
Taking all he can
Your voice, your power, everything
Until he’s stronger than any other man

Freedom’s no longer an option
You’re his, nothing more
Try as hard as you like to escape
You’re forever locked behind the door

Throw away your hope
It’s useless to you now
You’re Takeover
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And she's back on task!

Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 6:06 PM

xD

My poetry muse has come back!

The last poem I posted, "Loneliness", has been sitting in my backpack for months until today in English.

xD

And I finished it with ease.

Now I'm back to work on art type things, drawing, Photoshop work, and such.

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Mood: Tired
Reading: Son of a Witch

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Website
http://myspace.com/mz_bloom

Current Age: 16
Current Residence: The Dark Side of the Moon
Interests: Reading, Kabuto, Writing, My Imagination
Favourite movie: Sweeney Todd
Favourite band or musician: Panic! At The Disco
Favourite genre of music: Musical(Showtunes)/Classical/Anything I Play In Band
Favourite poet or writer: Stephenie Meyer
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite game: Guitar Hero
Favourite gaming platform: PS2
Favourite cartoon character: Kabuto
Personal Quote: I think I bruised my pride
Tools of the Trade: Brain, computer, pencil, paper

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